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(you made) a mess of my mind

dear you, 


today i finally lost. 

i just couldn’t take it. 

i thought i was strong,

i guess not. 


maybe

i should’ve given you another chance

perhaps 

i should’ve held on longer 

or 

 given you the benefit of the doubt 

given you more advice

been able to understand your joke 

said something earlier. 


i can give 

a million excuses 

to blame it on me.

but, there’s no excuse 

to call me 

a [redacted]. 



didn’t you stop 

for a second 

to think 

that maybe 

that was 

wrong

to say? 


did 

you

really 

think

that

of 

me? 




i hope not. 

i hope

that 

was 

only 

just 

twisted

joke. 



because for four months 

you made

a mess of my mind. 

you said i made you feel confident. 

you said you loved me. 

but, a lover wouldn’t call me a [redacted]. 

now, that i think, were we even friends either?

because a real friend wouldn’t do that. 

even as a joke.

i’m glad 


 

i blocked


you. 

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